Tonight’s a night when I don’t know what to post. Long standing issues have raised their ugly heads again. I’m quite stressed — to say the least.  I’m not sure what else I’m prepared to say, right now, or ever. Suffice it to say, I took a risk and got burned. I probably wont take the risk again. But I’m in a less messy place than I would have been otherwise. I’m still in a messy place, but less so than in the past. That’s a step forward.  I do need to process things a bit more, but right at the moment I’m not ready.
The one bright side? I have Nexus so I could escape a bad situation with ease, without getting stuck in a border line up twice in 3 hours. I drove right through and didn’t need to really even stop.
Sleep, though, is good. Bootcamp will be early. So now it’s time to sleep.
When will an easy happy time come?