So I have many options before me. Some include staying as is, though financially it’s not a great option, even if I really enjoy what I do. One option did include getting out of dodge. As it were. Perhaps there are other ways I will manage this in the long run, but for the moment the most ready options before me are no longer options.  I was fairly sure last week that this was the trajectory of these options but today I now know that this is the case. Sigh. And just when those options were looking more and more appealing for personal life reasons.
At least it helps to eliminate the options, but the sad thing is, I had a fairly concrete plan laid out if ‘getting out of dodge’ isn’t an option, but with things as they are now… I’m as confused as ever. Confused. Confused. Confused.