A deep breath
Trying to cope, move on, deal with life. My family’s been great. We’re clinging to each other, that’s for sure. I’ve taken the last couple of days to myself. I’ve got Bereavement Leave written into my employment contract, so I’ve taken advantage of it. Yesterday I mostly slept, today: I relaxed, puttered, ran (or attempted to — WINDY). Tonight, I’ll take care of something on my ‘to do’ list but otherwise, I think I will hang out watch TV and go to bed early. Get caught up on sleep ready for work tomorrow.
My family members now know my plans are firmed for the future and they are supportive. Though I suspect they may not make the same choice that I have, they are glad for the change because they know how frustrated I’ve been. 20 months. That’s all it will be, then I can go and do what I want, where I want. That will be nice.