Of emotions… Currently I’m at ‘anger’ — and it’s directed at more than one target. Unfortunately this isn’t the kind of situation where I can stand before the target and express it. All I can do is deal on my own. So today, I spent the entire day knitting.  I’m still feeling angry but at least the knitting kept me from snacking mindlessly. That’s a good thing.
This anger too, makes me think more strongly about the possibility of change. I have an opportunity, I need to decide if I’m going to do it.  A big part of me can’t help but think that maybe it’s time to take charge of my life and just leave. Bah.